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In December of 2008 I turned from God and went back to drugs and alcohol. I had been walking with the King for 23 months and I knew His voice telling me not to leave Him…not to walk down that path again.

I lost my daughter to the state for 93 days and I got a my first DUI. I was lost…I did not have that light of Jesus in my eyes and all I could feel was darkness.

I rebelled against the Most High for 5 months. I still loved Him but I was mad because of the way my life was as a child, I was mad because my 2 oldest children were adopted and I wanted them with me and my little girl and I blamed Him.

Today I have my daughter back and she has a beautiful little sister…I became pregnant with my youngest and I had entered treatment. Both of my girls are God’s gift to me…I am forever grateful to Him. You see, I had lost my oldest daughter and my only son to my tribe and my rights were terminated…because of drugs and alcohol. I still miss them every day but God is bringing healing into my life due to that situation.

I have paid a huge price by doing what I did…I am about to be on ankle monitor for 83 days and I lost my vehicle and my home. In God’s mercy I have learned a HUGE lesson of staying humble before Him, taking responsibility for my own actions, listening to Him when He says to do things a certain way and staying in the protection that He provides. This walk is not easy but it’s easier then walking with the devil. Stand firm in your faith and remember that the devil is out to destroy whoever he can.

Whoever reads this….God loves you and He only wants the best for His children….Stay close to Him. If those thoughts of backsliding come to mind, REBUKE in Jesus Name!!! Always ask for a clean heart and stay close to Our Father. My blessings to all that read this.