Deliverance from my Private Hell

by Linda Banks

“God can heal you,” she said.

I sort of laughed.  “Well, I guess God can! He can do anything, right?”

She then told me she was part of a prayer and praise group that prayed in the Spirit and laid hands on people wanting to be healed. She invited me to come with her to a meeting.

“Oh, I couldn’t.”  This was getting scary.  I told her I wanted prayer and I wanted healing, but I was uncomfortable with anything weird.

“That’s alright,” she said.  “You don’t have to come to a meeting.  When you go home, just get alone with God and ask Him to fill you with His Holy Spirit.”

I walked back home, went in my bedroom and lay down on my bed and said out loud, “God, will you fill me with Your spirit and heal me.  I don’t know what any of this means and if it’s stupid, forget it.  That’s it.”  That was my Amen.

One day my husband sent me to take the car to a garage.  When I found the garage, to my frustration it was closed.
 
Desperately wanting something good to happen, I thought of Mary, a woman from my church that I’d wanted to get acquainted with, and decided to phone her.  To my surprise, since everything was going wrong, she answered the phone.  I asked if she had any time to visit, explaining where I was and why.  I told her I could really use some prayer.

“Yes, I have time.  Come on over.  I will pray for you - and you will never be the same.” 

“Wow, I’m coming,”I said.  I knew I needed to never be the same.  I eagerly drove to her house. 

When I knocked on the door Mary invited me in.  She, herself, had been healed of cancer through other’s prayers.  Then she had been given the gift of healing prayer. 

Mary said, “I usually ask people to sit in this particular chair when I pray for them.  Do you mind?”

“No.” 

“I don’t pray out loud, but silently.  Do you mind?”

“No.”

“I’d like to lay my hands on your head.  Do you mind if I do that?”

“No.”

She laid her hands on my head. I closed my eyes and the most brilliant, glorious light I had ever seen appeared.  Somehow I knew it was God.  I felt His goodness, His peace, His kindness, His love. 

Author/Bio:

Linda Banks’ family is also now experiencing God’s healing.  She welcomes correspondence.

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comments:

erin

on 07/07/09

Very lovely story. Thank you for showing me how God has influenced your life with his love.

anu

on 03/16/10

Thank u 4 sharing ur story. I am being drawn to God and it is encouraging to think that as I’m going
To God, he will take me under his wing, like he did with u. God is the only stable thing in our lives, the other things are all perishables. God bless us all

godlovesus

on 09/23/10

your story is so great. I have, at several moments of my life, thought of the world as a place of trash, that no one in the world can understand and listen to me. but i realized i was wrong, there is someone who we can talk to, God. he cleansed me of my sins and now, i’m happy walking with him.

Suchita

on 11/16/10

All i want to say is u r blessed n jesus luvs u n has chosen u to serve him.praise the lord n please pray for me that i shall too be the way god wants me to be.take care.

kashmere

on 05/04/11

i love the lord and want him to lead me and heal my life

Shay

on 05/24/11

Linda Banks if you get this message I hope you will contact me. Your story sounds familiar and I too need healing and deliverance perhaps you will pray for me. Thank you and God bless. BTW, I dont usually contact random people online to ask for such things.

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