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I have a son who was diagnosed with schizophrenia(a whole other story) and he likes to argue with me a lot. One day while in a argument with him, he began to tell me what a horrible person I was and how nobody could stand me and the reason nobody wanted to be around me was that I acted so ugly to other people. It hurt my feelings very badly even though I knew what he was saying was not true. It was like the devil was talking through him trying to make me feel like a bad person and trying to make me feel unworthy of anyone’s love.

When my son left the room I laid down on the sofa and pulled a blanket over my head and started crying out of control and telling myself that I was a horrible person and why couldn’t I just change. All of a sudden I just quit crying and I felt the most amazing peace I have ever felt. I don’t think I could explain the feeling if I tried. For some reason I knew that something touched me. I feel that it was an angel—actually I know in my heart and soul that it was. It was the most amazing feeling I have ever felt. It comforts me a lot to know that God would send his angels down to care for me when I am being attacked spiritually.

iI love God and I want to live my life for him. It is a daily struggle but I get up every morning and tell the Holy Spirit “Hello” and ask him to walk with me and I know I can make it through each day!!